A Hug From Home

[Omnitheus Oneironaut]

"CONNECTION ACHIEVED"

~Open Contact~

On Tuesday, August the 5th 2008, around 8am, after I woke up, I decided to nestle down for an impromptu meditation. I propped myself up to about a 23-degree angle using my pillows and laid my hands down by my sides. I kept my blankets on me so that I wouldn't get too cold.

Getting images seems to be a lot easier now than when I first began meditating many years ago. Or perhaps the 'energy' of that particular morning was just more conducive & resonant to the process of interdimensional travel. Anyways, after clearing my mind of any external distractions and inner monkey chatter, I soon found myself 'linking up' with a sphere of some type. It felt that this 'sphere' was in space but not really that far away (relatively speaking). I couldn't quite tell if it was in our solar system, but it was definately in our galaxy.

My image of this sphere solidified until I realized it was in fact a starship - a kind of Mothership or something. Onboard were numerous beings of Light. That is to say that their vibrational frequency resonated to a level higher than that of this dense 3rd/4th dimension. They appeared to be translucent, like glowing light bulbs, yet in the fuzzy shape of human-like beings ~ seemingly individual, yet existing as ONE...a group-mind operating as many...

At this point, I could simultaneously feel that my body here on Earth was experiencing some kind of physical transformation - like it was reconfigurating its very cellular structure in order to accomodate this incoming higher frequency. My instrument in effect, was being transposed. It needed to 'step up' in order to receive this particular signal. I could feel that my mind was totally purified & clear so that this communication could take place. I had absolutely no mundane thoughts, no earthly distractions to tarnish this process. The 'vessel' had to be empty to receive.

I could also feel my Heart beating faster and faster - as if it were working overtime to anchor this energy. Faster became synonymous with Higher. It was like an engine speeding up as the power increased.

As soon as I got a vision of the inside of the starship, and of the beings, a torrent of information came through at the speed of light. I 'got' that I was one of them - a volunteer who had chosen to come down into this realm/world in order to fulfill some sort of mission. That once I had entered this planet's frequency, I would largely forget at the beginning of this expression's life...WHO I was, and WHY I was here - all for the purpose of playing this game, for the thrill of this particular ride. Once I'd entered Simulation Earth, the True Me would forget, and the 'costume', I'd become... Like an Actor BECOMING the role, or a computer game Player forgetting who they were outside the game and totally BEING the avatar/character.

I understood all this and more. Waves of love & light were bombarding me to such an extent that I could feel my 3D body reacting. My lungs were filling with air, then expelling it rapidly - repeating this process in quick succession. My heart beat even faster.

I could feel 'them', my Family, telling me how much they loved me, how proud they were of me, how excited they were for me, and how happy & joyous they were that I was able to tune in and communicate with them - how I was able to pierce the veil (pass through the dimensional boundaries) and open up contact with them. I could see their lights increasing in luminosity and morphing into many various colours. Their bright, shining colours I realised, was them expressing their joy!

It was at this point that my earthly vehicle nearly imploded at the maximum energy exchange. I had to divide my consciousness so that I was part on board with my celestial Family, and back 'here' instructing and taking care of my body. It began to sob uncontrollably - a bizarre mixture of laughing & crying. I could not tell which. It felt as if my entire body was being tickled; like it was being held & caressed & touched & loved...by a thousand points of Light. I was being healed. I was re-calibrating my molecular structure. My mind was being re-programmed. My brain was being rewired. And my chakras were being re-aligned. I intuitively felt that I had to clasp my hands together - not in prayer, but because of the vast amounts of electrical energy moving about my body. This energy had to be harnessed not wasted.

As the connection continued, I received glimpses of my home-world, life in that other dimensional realm, peaceful times with my Light Family. Aspects of my 'mission' here also surfaced - why I was drawn to various people, various interests, and various locations. My past became clear - why I was born into the earth family that I was, why I experienced various things in my childhood & young adult years, and why I chose my human parents...

I felt strongly that I've not incarnated physically on this particular planet before but to aid me on this 'trip', I had to have extensive 'imprinting' - which is akin to going into a massive temple/library which contains all of Earth's past/present/future (the Akashic Records or World Memory) and choosing whichever lifetimes are useful to the upcoming incarnation to be lived. Quite like going into a library and osmotically fusing (or downloading) into one's self, whichever books or files will be beneficial to one's trip to be taken. Every single life that has ever lived, is currently living & will live on this planet is stored in this temple/library. A newly incoming Soul with no preparation whatsoever may find it grossly unbearable to come into this earth-realm without these 'imprints'. A little 'reading-up' before the journey has saved many Souls from self-destructing from all the dense drama & noise going on once they find themselves here. (This also goes to explain why past-life hypnotic regressions may bring up the possibility of two or more people recalling the same life...)

My earthly vehicle tucked away safely in its bed, was now reaching fever pitch. Though my eyes were firmly shut, tears began to escape and roll down my face. My hands were clasped tightly together. The energy was reaching a climax.

An avalanche of emotions engulfed me as the Light from Home & Family infused & permeated my entire being with its Love. Colours danced like a radiant kaleidoscope on fire. Everything began to swirl. 'They' began to withdraw and say goodbye... Like a giant nurturing hand being pulled away, I wanted it/them to stay. But I knew I had to come back. That I had to fulfill my 'contract'. The link did not fade away like fleeting dream images - in fact, the line went dead in an instant. Everything went back to 3D/normal - in one single heartbeat. The glowing sphere was gone; the glorious beings - disappeared. My physical body immediatly relaxed. A huge sigh rolled through me. And I was back. For several minutes afterwards, I experienced a curious high-pitched tone ringing in my right ear...

I AM aware that even though I'm fully ensconced in this 'game', I'll always have that connection to Home in my heart, and that my Soul is the gateway to my Star Family. 'They' are always with & within me, and regardless of what happens out there in this crazy, funny, paradoxical, topsy-turvy world of diversity, drama & duality, inside, I'll always have a direct line to The Light, to Love, and to the ONEderfully multidimensional YOUniverse : I AM.

I'm forever grateful for yesterday morning. It will always be in my mind - a beautiful, ecstatic song forever playing in my heart. I needed it at this point in this incarnation's life. A gift of Re-Membering. A hug from Home. So that I can continue on my merry way...

Another (Mutidimensional) Point of You : OM...

~End of Transmission~

*Postscript : When this 'meditation'/contact occurred - it totally blew me away. It was so powerful, and vivid, and emotional and pure and beautiful and moving and exciting, etc, etc, etc. I felt such Unconditional LOVE for everyone and everything. Later, after having composed myself, I ventured out into the world, and I really felt as if more of my Higher Star-Self was inside me; that my Light Family was now looking out through my eyes at this remarkable planet and everything in it (that's how connected with HOME I felt). I really did feel like a thousand worlds YOUnified within. I walked around my apartment, my suburb, and later, the city in absolute wonder and amazement and love and joy. I felt like a cross between an innocent child again, and a bewildered tourist. I was so curious about everyone. I actually wanted to go up to strangers and ask them how they were, who they were and what they were doing. And I so loved & honoured them all! Things fascinated me - trees, animals, buildings, colours, sounds, the sky, words, music, statues, art, cars...everything. It felt like I was here for the very first time! It was a peculiar yet very exciting feeling. I sat on trams just staring at people - studying them, smiling at them, and with my eyes...telling them how much I loved them. Some found it confronting and looked away, and some smiled back. What a curious world. I think I'll enjoy my time here. It's everything The Brochure said it would be. AND MORE.
~ OM...

~~~

"CRYSTAL CLEAR"

A Month Later ~ September 3rd 2008:

4:33am, Today ~ My alarm startles me awake. Had I just done a meditation in my dreams with the 13 Crystal Skulls...or am I about to do one, consciously in waking life? Am I a human who has just dreamt of being a butterfly...or am I a butterfly now dreaming I am human?

I quickly light 12 candles around my room and prop myself up on my bed - with a huge painting of the Hunab K'u right behind my head. It's now 4:44...

I descend the swirling staircase of my mind, find the bottom door, and pass through it. Then I will myself to my open Healing Temple - taking in the beauty of the lush vegetation around me. Animals frolic in the starshine nearby. The grand mountains whisper their secrets to me. The gentle breeze lovingly caresses my face. I give thanks to all the Love & Beauty within/without...

Then I think about the vast underground cavern housing the Crystal Skulls. And in an instant I'm there.

I see them arranged as in a clock face - all twelve skulls shining, luminescent, glowing & brilliant. I stand in my section. I sense two others, also standing in their alloted sections. A rotating energy of wispy light tendrils begins sweeping around the circle. A protective sphere is created (not unlike the Wiccan spheres of light I create with my coven back on Earth).

I see also (simultaneously overlapping onto my vision like cellophane), each crystal skull being held by a Mayan Elder - dressed in ceremonial garb. These are the Astral Guardians. They communciate with me telepathically to consider them symbols of love & kindness & compassion & joy. They then morph into people who have touched me with their love throughout my present incarnation's life : Every human who has ever offered a kind word, showed genuine affection, made me smile & laugh... Each crystal skull holder became a composite of all these humans who have ever loved me. I began to cry - tears of gratitude and appreciation. My heart was healing.

Then the swirling energy of light changed polarity and began turning the other way. I saw each of the twelve people then morph into every person I had helped, assisted and loved. I saw people I had opened doors for, given up my seat on a tram for, smiled on the street at. I saw those whom I had shared joyous times with, and those I had made sweet love to. I saw those whom I had written encouraging letters to, and those I had hugged. Every human I had ever meant something to, I saw. Tears were flooding my face now. I saw that this was all it was about : Love...Love Unconditional. My heart was Light.

The swirling light began to move upwards and the many beings then began to take another shape - they each shape-shifted into a member of the Twelve Tribes. Each root-race was represented. The faces of every human being on the planet flashed onto each holder's face - like unique works of art appearing momentarily on an eternal canvas. I watched in awe, as I witnessed all my brothers & sisters in a ONEderful display of colour, light, sound & vibration. It was a celebration of our uniqueness. It was a jubilant recollection of our ONEness. My heart sang.

As the rotating light filled the entire globe we were in, the faces changed yet again. This time, they morphed into all races, all species, and all beings of various star-systems & far-off planets & other dimensions. I saw beings I'd never seen before, or could never even imagine. Each one looked at me with utter love. Even if they too were caught up in worlds of duality, it was their true nature I was seeing - their Divine-ness, their Light... The Universe never looked so connected, so joined, so ONE. I could see that my Family was truly far-reaching & all-encompassing...a cosmic kaleidoscope of diversity...yet ONE at heart.

The air seemed to be infused with a highly charged, blue electrical current. Then each face became a mirror. And I saw my SELF in each and every ONE. I saw All That I AM. The YOUniverse...

A 13th Crystal began to form & materialize, shimmering into existence all around us. It was the most resplendent of them all. I 'got' that it was the crystal-core deep within Mother Earth herself - that this final skull was the Global Mind Itself. A radiant third 'I' blew wide open. It seemed each living being on the planet was purely an individual synaptic nerve or cell within this Grand Mind. But like every DNA molecule in the human body, each of us contained & had access to...The Whole. I simultaneously received that this giant crystal was also the Galactic Center, the Great Central Star, the Mayan's Hunab K'u (Galactic Butterfly). Like a tuning fork, Gaia was harmonising, resonating & synchronising herself with this cosmic center. As Within, So Without. As Above, So Below...

The giant 13th Crystal began to grow - its fantastic aura enveloping & embracing all else. We were now totally within it. All was ONE Mind; ONE Heart; ONE Soul; ONE BEING. What once appeared to be individual crystal points on the intricate net of Indra, now became a living, breathing web of All YOUnited. Like in a warm womb...The ONE basked in sheer bliss - protected, ecstatic, loved & full of - not Light - but something 'transcending' Light, something I cannot quite describe with this particular earthean language.

Then, with a Big Bang...the greatest fireworks display & lightshow erupted. It seemed as if it were exploding outwards. Yet it was all still contained within. For there really is no 'out' nor 'in'. It All just IS. Once we created 'the two', we 'fell' into the illusion of duality & separation.

The galactic light display is still raging on. A spectacular show indeed. Every being ~ in-Joying it immensely. Some choose to watch with their eyes wide open, and some with their eyes closed. It has blinded some to the point where they no longer have 'eyes to see'. And some watch, as if lucid within a dream...knowing full-well, and understanding totally...that they are watching their SELF. ONEness never left their consciousness. And with each flash of reality, every pulse of light, and every glimmer of life...they KNOW THY SELF...as ONE with All.

"in Lak'ech" ~ Mayan for : 'I AM Another You.'

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